walk away to somewhere which is far....

Last 2 nights was really a bad night to me, i can't sleep and my mind can't stop processing those concerns that will never end!!! It was really mentally abused me!!!

Jobs, parents, home, life...

Been pop up in my mind for several night and the previous 2 nights was totally abused me, my eyes was really tired and i was exhausted but my mind do not want to rest and it cause me another sleepless nights by seeing the time getting nearer and nearer to 6.45am. I SHALL WAKE UP AT 6.45AM, AND I'M STILL AWAKE! I hope that tonight won't be that bad.

I'm lost! I just wish that i can be alone now, single and be far away from anyone. I'm struggling...i wish to let go everyone that loved me, and just live alone and start my new journey which is far far away! Been thinking to go far for many weeks, i mean like very far not within Malaysia and wish to leave everything behind my head.

I started to asking myself, what is the meaning of life? And is this what i want?? I'm stuck at no where until i lost my way!!! All i want is just being myself, do whatever i want... but can i just abandoned everything and being such irresponsible person and just walk away???

When i do not demand for more, and that is the time i started to let go because it is no longer in my concern... and i just want to be alone without any companion. 

纠缠着。。。

最近都在挣扎着一些问题，

我看到了我一早预测的。

或许现在的我正在追求着不一样的东西，

你都看到了吗？

放心，我还不至于爱慕虚荣！

我只是想要追求我想要的生活。

我不期盼些什么，

我只是很自私地在为我自己着想。

我们不是要为自己而活吗？

所以基本上我会这样想，是没错的吧！

原来不需要争吵，

也可以让我想要放弃的念头。

离开或不离开，

除非你能够明白我。。。

Snack it with the yummy Mister Potato Rice Crisps ♥

Mister Potato RICE CRISPS with 20% LESS FAT & cholesterol and trans fat free!!!

Everyone love the words LESS FAT, and no worries that you'll hardly gain weight with the rice crisps.

Hmm... I'm not a rice lover, and i think i shall replace my dinner tonight with the scrumptious potato chips =)

Decided to get all of the four flavors which is the original, sour cream&onion, hot&spicy and flame grilled BBQ. But too bad it was out of stock and only left original and flame grilled BBQ flavor. 

When i get back to home, Pico saw the mister potato and he kept following me whenever i go and he was trying to snatch it. It is not your foods, Pico! Please behave ok!!

Pico, listen to daddy's command!

SIT!!! SIT!!! and you'll get the yummy chips.

It seems like it is a blog post about a dog instead of Mister Potato Rice Crisps, LOL!

And at last i can spend my sweet time with Mister Potato Rice Crisps while watching drama, been "drama-ing" these few nights. And no more luring Pico with the chips because it is mine!!! 

A really good companion while "marathon" with drama.

Last attempt to lure Pico!

Pico, do you want to eat? It is yummy you know? LOL

Ok, you have to sit and listen to my command first. Yummy Yummy~

Hmm...actually you really can't have it even thought i would like to share with you.

Your first bite will definitely make you loose hair man!!

 

So what are you waiting for?

Let's snack it with no guilt!!!