Happy CNY ^^

Tomorrow i will be going back Malacca da...and few more days is CNY :) Most of my frens went back to their hometown ald and i still have to catch up with tommorrow class :( (no doubt, im good student k! Haha...joking)

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my friends, my relatives and everyone who know me...Happy holidays too ^^

Hmm, im going to sleep soon cos im very tired, never have a nice sleep dunno since when...i guess the best sleep i had is during my last semester break when i was in Malacca which i can said that is the only period that i had the best sleep ever :)

And tonite i thought i can see my sweet heart before i go back to Malacca, cos i noe that i will be going to miss him alot...But never mind la, i guess he got something else to do. Good Nite^^

so called "FRIEND"

What is it mean "friend"? A person who are consider close to u beside your family, but hiding a sword behind the smile?? Oh ya, that is the new century of the so called "friend"!

I do have this kind of so called "friend" in my life, but there is still a sincere friend that i really keep them in my heart...The word "friend" are too general and they are just part of your life, but the one who are really be there when u need them are the one u can consider them as more than just a friend :) and i do appreciate this kind of friend alot.

I had seen so many fake smile, fake sweet words, fake expression, fake action,and the unwillingness that they struggling within themselves....The true colour that these people hide will never easily shown up in front of u, but wait a moment...u will come to notice all the fake if you're aware of it!

When everyone around u is putting their best mask, that is the time u also started to wear the best mask too in order to avoid of getting hurt. I had learned not to disclose so much about myself for those who are curious about my life, where the curiosity really make me SICK! And i can said that is not for the sake of concern about me, but for some other intention! And i really "APPRECIATE" and "THANKS" to the unpleasant curiosity :)

And that really make others think that im complicated and secretive...hmm,i ald used to it with this term that people place on me! Hey please, im not acting cool or secretive, i just feel that certain people are not worth for me to share and to disclose so much! The reason is because of your insincerity that make me choose to protect myself!

Cant live without u....

I had realised that some people CAN LIVE WITHOUT ANYTHING (money,families,friends,and even love...), but there is ONE THING that they really CANT LIVE WITHOUT IT! And that particular thing can be a heaven or hell to them, it is all depend on the person mentality!

When a person is involved into a certain "dependence", they are hardly overcome it and in the LONG RUN it will lead to psychological dependence and physical dependence. The "dependence" that i mention here is those dependence that will bring HARM to one life.

Most of the people who are fall into certain addiction keep saying that there is no solution to overcome and the "particular dependence" is actually bring benefit to them which one of the reason is it will reduce the stress...or perhaps to escape from reality...and does it affective in order to get overcome the stress and some other reason...?

I believed that these people are lack of coping skill or maybe they are poor in coping skill, and therefore they could not resist the temptation or the influences from people around them. And the excuses is always blame to the external factors, and they will never look into the internal factors...And the most important thing is most of the time we know the consequences on what we are doing, but we still keep doing it and minimize the consequences and when the time has come then only we will regret on what we had done...it is so pathetic~

Christmas 2008

Last year Christmas was kinda "peaceful" for me, nothing much for that day, no special countdown dinner or date (actually i had rejected the invitation la...). But i did went to visit Portuguese Settlement which is the most famous place that most of the Malaccan and the tourists will visit during Christmas and countdown for the new year. I went there with Mama and Huea before Christmas and second time with darling after cChristmas. Actually there is nothing much different from previous years, as usual the decoration and the lighting really light up the street.

Rise up ur head to the street and u will see this beautiful light on top of ur head.

And this house was marvellous, it is a huge house whereby the design look like church and the decoration is the most wonderful. *thumb up*

And i got this from Tracy,hand-made by her...thz cutie!

-2008-

Good bye 2008, welcome 2009!!! Hmm...Im kinda worry what will going to happen in this year and i knew there will be alot of challenges is waiting for me :( Anyways, i have make some plans in this year and some new revolution, and i will make sure i will keep all the promise to myself! I need to said good bye to the previous me and welcome a brand new me with more positive thought :) All the best ya!!

Well, i would like to look back what had happened in the previous year before i "delete" it from my memory,LOL!!

Hmm, lets talk about family and relationship first which is my first priority. hmm...i still love my family although there is some "changes" whereby sometime it will make me fed up and laugh! But no matter what happened i still love them! While my relationship huh..hmm, i can say that i do love him so much! And i hope to see the future lor....so that i wont feel insecure :( I still feel that im glad to have him in my life, and i want it to be FOREVER!!! ok!!! And i just hope that the feelings wont faded away :)

While Friendship leh~ Hmm...i will be graduating soon, and for sure i will miss my buddy so much! I'm so appreciate the friendship and they really light up my life :)

And here are the pic that i haven't upload for the end of 2008 :

All this while we never had such a BIG tong yuen before but 2008 we did it!

And beside tong yuen, is "ondeh-ondeh" which is my papa favourite ^^

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Nevertheless, during my holidays in Malacca, mama cooked my favourite and nice dishes for me, Pampered by mama so much, hehe :P

Spicy "lala"

Mini "lala"

Prawn cooked with tomato source

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Good bye to my old tumbler and welcome my new Starbucks tumbler ^^
Thanks Darling ^^

And also my 2008 birthday present from my darling ^^