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Sunday, November 30, 2008
How much do you know about this girl?
Do u think the next morning she will be ok?
Do u think that she will forget about it after a night?
Do u think that she will ignore what had happened?
Do u think that she is still a 6 years old child that being kicked out by her father?
Do u think that she is a happy go lucky girl?
Do u think that she is living without any worries?
Do u know that since she was young she had anxiety and depression?
Do u know that she had alot of phobia?
Do u know that she dunwan the same history happened again?
Do u know that most of the time she feel insecure?
Do u know the impact that you had given to her?
Do u know how she feel?
Do u know behind her smile, her heart is bleeding?
How much do u know about her actually?
Do u think that she will forget about it after a night?
Do u think that she will ignore what had happened?
Do u think that she is still a 6 years old child that being kicked out by her father?
Do u think that she is a happy go lucky girl?
Do u think that she is living without any worries?
Do u know that since she was young she had anxiety and depression?
Do u know that she had alot of phobia?
Do u know that she dunwan the same history happened again?
Do u know that most of the time she feel insecure?
Do u know the impact that you had given to her?
Do u know how she feel?
Do u know behind her smile, her heart is bleeding?
How much do u know about her actually?
Saturday, November 29, 2008
DEVIL
The devil had came out, and he had conflict with the angel. I prefer to describe the devil as HE, and the angel as SHE~sorry this is not bias, just that when i mention the devil i see the gender! And this is definitely nothing to do with the gender bias.
He had hiding since the last time he appeared, and today he appear again and the angel was so afraid of him! He had controlled the angel, he do what he want, he said what he want...and the worst is he had influenced the angel and forcing her to go away!!!
Oh devil, please leave her alone! Please do not disturb her, and she is happily with her master now...
I see the red eyes is staring on her, the spells that he put on...The devil wanna eliminate the angel, he want to control everything!!!
It is so Fxxx-ing annoying!!!! Hey devil, you're not welcome to this world, can u hear me??? And you're not suppose to destroy the angel!!!! CAN U HEAR ME????
Friday, November 28, 2008
Insecurities
According to Psychopathology Approach, adolescents with internalizing and externalizing patterns in elementary school years were likely to form a similar problems such as anxiety and depression at age 21. Hmm... yes it it true! And that really answer part of my doubt about myself! I believed that our certain thoughts and emotions is more or less cause by the early experienced and therefore it will influenced the current thoughts and emotions. And by understand this theory, i had come to understand better about myself and others :)
According to Alan Sroufe and his colleagues, have found that anxiety problems in adolescence are linked with insecure resistant attachment in infancy whereby sometimes the infant clings to the caregiver, at other times pushes away from closeness. This reminds me of my childhood memories again, my mum had told me that i used to played with my neighbour and stick with them all the time. And whenever they wanna go back home, i cried like hell!! I used to stay beside with my family since i was young and never separated before, i guess that's make me rely and dependent on my family alot, until i came to KL and study, and that was my first time separated from my family. And now i ald used to it this kind of life, just that i feel insecure most of the time....
I guess i started to form this kind of bad feelings when i committed to a relationship...this feelings hunted me till now and i would never overcome it. I feel insecure, im afraid, i worried...When i started to clings on a person, that person walked away from my life...and he left the "insecure" for me, and it seem like the insecure is following me whenever i go~
Perhaps feelings of insecurity is human trait, i believed it do exist in everyone. It is easier to see some peoples insecurities because the situation they go through cause the insecurities to manifest, while other might hide their insecurities deep down. Sometimes we don't even realise that it until we're placed in a situation and we react.
According to Alan Sroufe and his colleagues, have found that anxiety problems in adolescence are linked with insecure resistant attachment in infancy whereby sometimes the infant clings to the caregiver, at other times pushes away from closeness. This reminds me of my childhood memories again, my mum had told me that i used to played with my neighbour and stick with them all the time. And whenever they wanna go back home, i cried like hell!! I used to stay beside with my family since i was young and never separated before, i guess that's make me rely and dependent on my family alot, until i came to KL and study, and that was my first time separated from my family. And now i ald used to it this kind of life, just that i feel insecure most of the time....
I guess i started to form this kind of bad feelings when i committed to a relationship...this feelings hunted me till now and i would never overcome it. I feel insecure, im afraid, i worried...When i started to clings on a person, that person walked away from my life...and he left the "insecure" for me, and it seem like the insecure is following me whenever i go~
Perhaps feelings of insecurity is human trait, i believed it do exist in everyone. It is easier to see some peoples insecurities because the situation they go through cause the insecurities to manifest, while other might hide their insecurities deep down. Sometimes we don't even realise that it until we're placed in a situation and we react.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Stress Free?? My childhood memories~
Yesterday our presentation topic was "Adolescent Emotional Development". During the presentation Jamie had presented the argument part and im not rily agree with the argument actually, LOL! Because acording to Anna Freud, adolescent who act normal during the adolescent period and puberty period is not normal, in the other word is "abnormal". And the argument also stated that the article is too negative, and she is handling argument part so she has the right not to agree with the article. And surprisingly when she asks our tutor and our tutorial mate do they feel stress during that period, all of them said that "STRESS-FREE"!!!
And i was like "OMG"!!! u all are so fortunate man!!! For my information, i was having the hard time during adolescent, is not all the time is stressful but i did faced stress!!! And i guess everyone is different, and if according to Anna Freud im consider as normal, and those ppl who said that they are stress free are actually abnormal???
I still remeber that my adolescent period was full with depression and anxiety! And even now these two friends tend to come and visit me whenever they want! It exists in my life since i was young, and these two terms is so familiar to me! I started to observed alot of things in my life since i was in primary school, i dont really have sweet memory and strong friendship during primary school time. Im quiet person, i go to school alone, i study alone, i enjoy my break time alone, and most of the time im alone... i dont have alot of friends around me, and peopeople tend to verbally bully me! And i never give any feedback and just remain silent...Poor me! Teachers teased me, classmate laughed at me, canteen worker teased me too!!! And my only friends are my sister and neighbours (Mei Lian & Cheng Yen). Hmm...i missed those time and i miss them~
While my secondary period i started to mix with others...during that period, it is believed that adolescent tend to have mood swings and according to G. Stanley (if im not mistaken, cos lazy wana refer my note), this is the period of "Storm & Stress". The mood, the emotions is easily up and down...I started to become sensitive on friendship; i care and put them as my priority. I changed my mood easily and rapidly bcos of friends, i try to disobey and detached from parents...And usually adolescents will have these kind of symptom during their development. Most of the adolescents tend to become rebellious during this period.
Yes! my emotion was easily up and down, and there is a period whereby im totally passive in everything, i dont talk to anyone even my family, i hide myself, i dont joined my friends, i remain silent most of the time and live in my own world. I still remeber there is one day after class, i walked back and my friend also using the samw way to go back and she shouted my name, i guess she want me wait for her and walked back home together, but i turn my head see her and i never gave her any response, i just continue walked! Most of the people tend to think that im acting cool, and a weird person. Hmm, and most of the people who dunno me definately will think this way, and i will never explained to others y i behave in such way and who am i. Only those people who after all close with me will find that actually im not like that kind of person like what they think before! And i can say that i only have one friend which is truly understand the real me... i used to jot down all my feelings on papers when i was in secondary school, i burn some of the note that i had jot down bcos i believed that it wil burn away all my unhappiness. i used to care so much about friendship, and i was so afraid that the friendship will faded away...and in the long run, it cause me to have anxiety!
I had gone through all this, and even now these two friends (depression & anxiety) still with me, but at least i manage to overcome it and i had understood the reason behind it. Perhaps it is the advantage of learning psychology :) yet, sometime i also allow myself to "enjoy" the depress moment, it sound weird but this is me!! There is alot of hard time i had gone thru and it rily make me learned and see things with different angle.
I started to believed my 6th sense since i was young, and i never tell anyone about it cos i afraid they will said that im insane! I dunno that "power" is 6th sense, i just knew that it is something special that i dunno how to explained. I started to believed in nature since i was in primary school, and there is a story that sound childish that happened to me. Since i was small, my study abilty is consider as not that "excellent", and i never get into top 10 in class before. But somehow when i was in primary 4, i managed to get into top 3!!! That was the first time i get such a good result and the worst thing is even my dad also dun believed it and just ignore me when i told him about the good news! I never blame him cos even myself also cant believed it, and there is a question in my head during that time. I never had any confident and hope in scoring a good mark. In my memories, i never work SUPER hard for the exam i guess, and everything was so normal in my study, but why i can score so well??? PLEASE im not showing off here, just that i still wondering is it a coincident? I was so blur that time and it seem like a dream for me...
The question still in my head till now! And the real story begin from here...i was satying at "runah papan" and behind my house is a huge empty land. My parents make full use of the land by planting alot of different kind of vegetables, and every evening my dad will water all the plants. There is one day i take over my dad duties throughout the year, i water all the plants every evening and it me few hours to complete watering the plants. The land was so big and im using the most typical way to water it by carried the water bucket by bucket and between my hse and the empty there is one ditch and i have to cross over the ditch back and forth for several times. And can u imagine my size with the bucket of water for the whole land?? When i think back, im kinda pity myself...But im ok with it, and i get used to it after all.
And i only carried that duty when i was in primary 4, and the question is here. Why i score so well in primary 4 and with my duties to water the plants, is there any relationship between this two variables?? "m still doubt about it, and the nature...is there any relationship betwwen these three?? DOUBT~Because i water the plants and therefore i score so well and all this while i result was in the bottom and why only that year my result was in top 3??? And i NEVER put any special effort on that year, i swear!!!
It remind me alot of my childhood memories...i still remeber that i started to do hsework when i was in primary 2, mum had trained me and my sister to be responsible on our own stuff, we learned to washed school shoes, iron school uniform, sweep and mop the floor...Thanks to my mum that teached us all these and i like this kind of parenting style:)
me and my sis will actually take turn to washed the school shoes and iron the school uniform, and sometime when we get lazy we will throw all the duties to either one of us to complete it.And i still remeber that the iron that i used is the one typical type which is heavy type and there is few time i get injured by the iron bcos it is too heavy for me, and i was skinny and small size during that time! ( & even now im still skinny). And everytime after finished iron schook uniform, i will drag more clothes to iron & it seem like i was addicted to iron clothes~and after satisfied with ironing, my hand was like going to broken into pieces, tired~ and that is my lesson on learning how to iron clothes:)
I was attended to noon class during my first three years in primary school due to lack of classes, EVERYDAY before go to schook i will sweep and mop the floor (sound like very hardworking huh! but is true), and when i changed to morning class, the first thing i will do after i woke up is boiled water for breakfast, it was like a routine for me :)
Most of the young people now especially from urban are are too pampered and too dependent on the parents and maid. They dun even have to do all the hsework for their entire of life!!! and everything will be done and settle by the parents or the maid, how fortunate r theyhuh!!! But, im glad that i had learned all these at my young age and furthermore doing hsework is part of my HOBBIES!!! :) It is so pathetic to see those people that duno how to do the basic hsework, and not only that, they used to be very bossy and keep on complaining! Although my parents is not educated, but they know how to guide and educate their children, and althu we r not from the rich family background, and we had gone thru alot of hardest time but im rily proud of my dearest parents! Thanks for everything that they had teached me and my sis, and the limitless love that they had given. I LOVE U PA& MA~
And i was like "OMG"!!! u all are so fortunate man!!! For my information, i was having the hard time during adolescent, is not all the time is stressful but i did faced stress!!! And i guess everyone is different, and if according to Anna Freud im consider as normal, and those ppl who said that they are stress free are actually abnormal???
I still remeber that my adolescent period was full with depression and anxiety! And even now these two friends tend to come and visit me whenever they want! It exists in my life since i was young, and these two terms is so familiar to me! I started to observed alot of things in my life since i was in primary school, i dont really have sweet memory and strong friendship during primary school time. Im quiet person, i go to school alone, i study alone, i enjoy my break time alone, and most of the time im alone... i dont have alot of friends around me, and peopeople tend to verbally bully me! And i never give any feedback and just remain silent...Poor me! Teachers teased me, classmate laughed at me, canteen worker teased me too!!! And my only friends are my sister and neighbours (Mei Lian & Cheng Yen). Hmm...i missed those time and i miss them~
While my secondary period i started to mix with others...during that period, it is believed that adolescent tend to have mood swings and according to G. Stanley (if im not mistaken, cos lazy wana refer my note), this is the period of "Storm & Stress". The mood, the emotions is easily up and down...I started to become sensitive on friendship; i care and put them as my priority. I changed my mood easily and rapidly bcos of friends, i try to disobey and detached from parents...And usually adolescents will have these kind of symptom during their development. Most of the adolescents tend to become rebellious during this period.
Yes! my emotion was easily up and down, and there is a period whereby im totally passive in everything, i dont talk to anyone even my family, i hide myself, i dont joined my friends, i remain silent most of the time and live in my own world. I still remeber there is one day after class, i walked back and my friend also using the samw way to go back and she shouted my name, i guess she want me wait for her and walked back home together, but i turn my head see her and i never gave her any response, i just continue walked! Most of the people tend to think that im acting cool, and a weird person. Hmm, and most of the people who dunno me definately will think this way, and i will never explained to others y i behave in such way and who am i. Only those people who after all close with me will find that actually im not like that kind of person like what they think before! And i can say that i only have one friend which is truly understand the real me... i used to jot down all my feelings on papers when i was in secondary school, i burn some of the note that i had jot down bcos i believed that it wil burn away all my unhappiness. i used to care so much about friendship, and i was so afraid that the friendship will faded away...and in the long run, it cause me to have anxiety!
I had gone through all this, and even now these two friends (depression & anxiety) still with me, but at least i manage to overcome it and i had understood the reason behind it. Perhaps it is the advantage of learning psychology :) yet, sometime i also allow myself to "enjoy" the depress moment, it sound weird but this is me!! There is alot of hard time i had gone thru and it rily make me learned and see things with different angle.
I started to believed my 6th sense since i was young, and i never tell anyone about it cos i afraid they will said that im insane! I dunno that "power" is 6th sense, i just knew that it is something special that i dunno how to explained. I started to believed in nature since i was in primary school, and there is a story that sound childish that happened to me. Since i was small, my study abilty is consider as not that "excellent", and i never get into top 10 in class before. But somehow when i was in primary 4, i managed to get into top 3!!! That was the first time i get such a good result and the worst thing is even my dad also dun believed it and just ignore me when i told him about the good news! I never blame him cos even myself also cant believed it, and there is a question in my head during that time. I never had any confident and hope in scoring a good mark. In my memories, i never work SUPER hard for the exam i guess, and everything was so normal in my study, but why i can score so well??? PLEASE im not showing off here, just that i still wondering is it a coincident? I was so blur that time and it seem like a dream for me...
The question still in my head till now! And the real story begin from here...i was satying at "runah papan" and behind my house is a huge empty land. My parents make full use of the land by planting alot of different kind of vegetables, and every evening my dad will water all the plants. There is one day i take over my dad duties throughout the year, i water all the plants every evening and it me few hours to complete watering the plants. The land was so big and im using the most typical way to water it by carried the water bucket by bucket and between my hse and the empty there is one ditch and i have to cross over the ditch back and forth for several times. And can u imagine my size with the bucket of water for the whole land?? When i think back, im kinda pity myself...But im ok with it, and i get used to it after all.
And i only carried that duty when i was in primary 4, and the question is here. Why i score so well in primary 4 and with my duties to water the plants, is there any relationship between this two variables?? "m still doubt about it, and the nature...is there any relationship betwwen these three?? DOUBT~Because i water the plants and therefore i score so well and all this while i result was in the bottom and why only that year my result was in top 3??? And i NEVER put any special effort on that year, i swear!!!
It remind me alot of my childhood memories...i still remeber that i started to do hsework when i was in primary 2, mum had trained me and my sister to be responsible on our own stuff, we learned to washed school shoes, iron school uniform, sweep and mop the floor...Thanks to my mum that teached us all these and i like this kind of parenting style:)
me and my sis will actually take turn to washed the school shoes and iron the school uniform, and sometime when we get lazy we will throw all the duties to either one of us to complete it.And i still remeber that the iron that i used is the one typical type which is heavy type and there is few time i get injured by the iron bcos it is too heavy for me, and i was skinny and small size during that time! ( & even now im still skinny). And everytime after finished iron schook uniform, i will drag more clothes to iron & it seem like i was addicted to iron clothes~and after satisfied with ironing, my hand was like going to broken into pieces, tired~ and that is my lesson on learning how to iron clothes:)
I was attended to noon class during my first three years in primary school due to lack of classes, EVERYDAY before go to schook i will sweep and mop the floor (sound like very hardworking huh! but is true), and when i changed to morning class, the first thing i will do after i woke up is boiled water for breakfast, it was like a routine for me :)
Most of the young people now especially from urban are are too pampered and too dependent on the parents and maid. They dun even have to do all the hsework for their entire of life!!! and everything will be done and settle by the parents or the maid, how fortunate r theyhuh!!! But, im glad that i had learned all these at my young age and furthermore doing hsework is part of my HOBBIES!!! :) It is so pathetic to see those people that duno how to do the basic hsework, and not only that, they used to be very bossy and keep on complaining! Although my parents is not educated, but they know how to guide and educate their children, and althu we r not from the rich family background, and we had gone thru alot of hardest time but im rily proud of my dearest parents! Thanks for everything that they had teached me and my sis, and the limitless love that they had given. I LOVE U PA& MA~
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Dior Mascara VS Recycle Campaign
Today i heard my coursemate Serene said that, "Jaya One got Free Dior mascara"!!! I was so excited grab Jamie and KuanRu go with me, we walked from PC block to Jaya One just to try the new mascara and the get the free gift~The mascara was so cool, hmm... my eyeslashes rily look curl without eyeslashes curler!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!! And one more thing, the make up artist is pretty, she is cool and i like her boy cut hairstyle :)
I guess i have to replace the Loreal mascara da...haa! DIORSHOW ICONIC mascara is my next target...
After rushing to Jaya One, finally we back to Utar again to get the goodie bag, duh...Jamie said today we walked alot huh! Rush here and there for "free" stuff! Gals mar... We had attend a campaign which is organized by PR student, the title of the campaign is RECYCLE! The entrance is decorated with this huge wreath, nice hor...look like wedding wreath.
COME CLOSER
Nice rite?? hmm, i love FLOWERS!!!
Mr. Lam, pandai-pandai la...LOL!!!
Nice rite?? hmm, i love FLOWERS!!!
Mr. Lam, pandai-pandai la...LOL!!!
And this "Creature", he look cute rite? This is my first time took pic with so called "Creature", all this while i rily afraid of this thing. hmm, since i was small i never feel excited to see this kind of things bcos for me it rily look scary and i will never get near to it! But today i took pic with this thing, im sure KuanRu will "cheh" on me again~~when i first enter PC203 and i saw this thing, i told myself dun get near to it and hopefully it wont come near to me...But at last...hye...How i noewor, it memang look cute mar...u see the nose look like the mouth, and if u see him from his left side face u will definately never notice his mouth is at the right side, and i though he got a sad face, but at last i had found that he has a smiley face!!! i wore formal bcos today got presentation, phew... over d~ i was nervous ok!!!
Meanwhile, there is a local artist been invited to the campaign~DANNY! He is damn small size, i mean the body size k! He look like a kid and i just wondering how old is him...hehe! Hmm, some girls are so crazy about him, but too bad not me! Anywasy his new song is nice, i like the slow song~All The Best To Danny^^
Monday, November 24, 2008
"im here-im here"
"im here-im here"!! Hmm, That is what u told me last nite after u scared me so badly! i admit that im "small pile" (timid), ok? So if u dunwan to see me cried again, please do not scared me anymore...~ LOL! Hey sweet heart, i feel warm when u said that words to me, cover me with blanket, hug me tighly and comfort me~ i love being hug by u, ur fat fat chest really make me addicted to hug u~ i feel like im your baby, perhap is your BIG baby :)last but not least, i love u darling! Now & Forever :)
Hi, I'm back!!
Opps!! I just realise that my last post was in June, ish (Ru,2008) lamanya... Well, those articles related to my internship, and at last it was over! I had gone thru the hardest time i guess, and only someone know what had happened during that period, haha! Cant believed it huh...i mean i really cant beleived it...
My short semester is going to finish da...cepatnya...just a blink, 7 weeks ald passed! And u noe what, i just left one semester before i graduate~and my three years course will be going to finish soon! And for sure i know i will be missing my buddy alot!
They are wonderful friends to me, especially my cute sister! Perhap i should thanks to her parents cos let her fulfill her dream at utar and give birth to her,LOL! Or else i wont met a such caring friend like her~and we are from stranger become best friend :) And to my male guys buddy, you guys make fun alot! It really cheer me up most of the time...HAHA!!!
My short semester is going to finish da...cepatnya...just a blink, 7 weeks ald passed! And u noe what, i just left one semester before i graduate~and my three years course will be going to finish soon! And for sure i know i will be missing my buddy alot!
They are wonderful friends to me, especially my cute sister! Perhap i should thanks to her parents cos let her fulfill her dream at utar and give birth to her,LOL! Or else i wont met a such caring friend like her~and we are from stranger become best friend :) And to my male guys buddy, you guys make fun alot! It really cheer me up most of the time...HAHA!!!
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