I'm leaving....

Tomorrow will be my last day at my lovely PJ house ald, i keep telling people around me that i really don't feel like shifting out from there because i ald used to it staying there, and i know my the other two jimuis also feel the same way. But somehow we need to move on and that is part of life...

Exam is finished, no more study life, no more student life...And i should welcome myself to the REAL world~

Working for something to do with my passion or working for the sake of money? I really got no idea, i wish to have both at the same time, but can i?

I'm going to step into the working life soon, i know what i want to achieve for my future and i really looking forward:)

It was tortured, but it turns to be sweet...

Love high heel but it really torture me sometime :( Seriously i love sandal very much!
And i will never torture myself just to look good with heel, it was hell pain! Sandal is the best!
And because of the heel, my pity feet become hell ugly! DAMN!
Hmm...im sure most of the people might think that y i can't jab it myself a?
Yea, i can! Just that I'm not dare to do it :(
So PLEASE! I'm not bullying my sweet heart ok!
And it is sweet to have someone that willing to do many things for me, care me and love me :)
He really touch my heart ^^
I LOVE U DEAR

Pull it out!!!

I got this "Stress-ball" from UTAR career fair last month (i guess is last month, cant remember it clearly), and i brought it back to Malacca. I showed to mama and tell her to "picit picit" the bola when she is stress because of "someone", just a way for her to release her tension!

Then after showed mama the ball, i kept it in my room. Then i wanted to watch drama at the kitchen just to accompany mama which is busying cooking, so...i used the old newspaper as a padding. And i dint realised that the picture in the newspaper is same like the stress ball until Huea told me. What a coincident huh :P

So we fool mama that we kept the stress ball inside the newspaper, and ask her to take it out when she wana use it! What a stupid joke! For sure mama wont believed la... then we asked her to touch the newspaper surface and teach her how to pull it out from newspaper some more :P You know what happened next?

Mama really followed our instruction and try pull it out after forced by us :) Then three of us end up laughing like mad! And that is really FUNNY ^^

I just love being crazy with my family, and it is HOME SWEET HOME!

We...sisters...

It has been three years we stayed together, (additional few months for Tracy- from Sg Long to PJ).
It seem like a habit staying with them,
We slept together...
We cooked together...
We ate together...
We went ta bao together...
We did revision together...
... and many more...
The most unforgettable is we ald used to sleep beside each others.

It was just a blink and we are going to move on with our own career path,
The room is getting emptier and emptier...
It was a comfortable room for us,
and seriously i love this house very much!
This is the biggest room that i ever had!
Is really BIG!

it is BIG until we can placed a sofa in our room :)
(Tracy, im going to miss the sofa)
This is the only sofa pic that i have :(
And the bear bear is different story ald la...hehe!
(That is the biggest teddy bear that i ever had)
And one more part that i love about this room is:
Balcony!!
We have our own balcony and therefore we can have our very own space to dry clothes:)
I'm very emphasis on the balcony! LOL
It is a good place for us to peep the opposite shop, our neighbours, pedestrians, and also the fight from the opposite mamak! LOL :P

It was three person at the beginning, but now we added another ji mui
He is a nice guy!
It is comfortable to shared alot of things with him..
from personal problems.. to girlish stuff...
And oh ya, we missed Kevin too!
(never snap any pic with him, sob sob!)

There are like my sisters who take care of me,
I really appreciate it alot ^^
It was about two years staying in this house,
everything is so familiar..
so many things happened at there as well..
and we also started our sweet love story from there too!
The first time we went out with our sweet heart when we are staying here..
The first time we online MSN chatting in this room and get to know our sweet heart.

And this "ah ma", i guess she went missing ald! LOL
AH MA, we love u so much!!!! :P
I miss ur laughter la!
There are so much memories with my dear jimui,
i just hope to see them happy and success in life :)
All the best sweetie^^

Just a random...

MONDAY-Went BIG apple online with Huea, and she surprised me with this blouse! This blouse sewed by mama when she was pregnant me, she wore this as her pregnant blouse and now it DIY with a belt by Huea and it turn into an interesting blouse :)

LAST WEEKEND:
SUNDAY-Nothing much for Mother Day, just an outing with mama, Huea and Anna :)

*Pizza Hut*
Anna said these three daughters should treat mama on that day



*Fitting room*


SATURDAY-First thing after i got back home is:

tried all the new clothes, bags...

*Chanel* from someone- Is real Chanel hor! *Excited*

I love this dress very much, but is belong to Huea, bought it from Spore. Anyways, we can share :)

Our sweet heart "Tan Big Cow" bought this for me & Huea, EXOTIC!!!
and i choose... that one lor, LOL!

It will never end....

The first thing i saw when i woke up is this, egg tart from tracy as my breakfast and the note that she left, thanks sweetie ^^

I hate physiology psychology exam!!!

After the last paper, it really a released but i don't feel released at all because i knew that i have to start busy packing my stuff and move on with my plan...

I had mix feelings, happy...sad... *complicated* I just wonder when can we meet each other again? I knew that some people might think it is silly because this is not end of the world! But this is what came into my mind, everyone will persue thier dream in different areas and places...studying or working and it is hard to have a gathering once we are far apart.

Anyways, i just wish that we will still keep in touch^^

We (some of T4 members) went for lunch at Mid Valley, ahhhh...the food look nice but it really not worth a penny!!! I will never go to KIM GARRY anymore!!!! The food is Sxxx!!!!

*Juan lunch*

*KR lunch*

Psychology course T-shirt, i like it!!! Someone said the Psychology symbol look like a fork wor...LOL! And the back design got all the psy course members' name :)
*more pic with Fiona*

And after got back home, i started to busy packing all the books, 3 years of studying and i have FIVE boxes of books and notes! Actually it is not much and i did bought, oops... is photocopy books for every subject, hehe! They are part of my baby~

And night i went out dinner with my the other two jimui, Wendy and Yuen Jie ^^ Hmm, we decided to have Chinese foods at one of the Chinese restaurant in SS2, and that was the second time i went there, the first time was not really the first time la...because something happened on the first time i had dinner at there! *BAD*.

Surprisingly, three of us ordered the same meal, tell you what i only like the wantan and, the chili is yummy!

And that is my NEW spec, i love it so much! Thanks darling ^^

After dinner, i rushed to Murni yum cha with 2K-Kuanru & Kimzuan, we discussed about UTAR trip and also talked crap, hahah! For the first time, yumcha and talked non stop for FIVE hours until 4am in the morning @_@

CRAZY to the MAX!!!!

Good morning to my PHOBIA

5.44a.m. I'm still doing physiology psychology revision
I can hear the prayer from the mosque,
This hour already become my phobia since last year internship...
The three month internship cause me to woke up early at this hour,
I knew that a lot of friends was having fun during their internship,
but not for me...at all!
I'm so afraid to hear the prayer from the mosque at this hour,
i really scare...
For the three month, i woke up at this hour and go out as early as 6a.m something.
I guess it is all because of the distance...
It really cause me phobia, depressed and anxiety...
And seriously i was having the worst time during that three month!
The stress that i carried was so heavy...
No one knows...no one...
There was something happened that i can't take it,
i really can't take it...
and the negative thought haunted me to end my life!
I wish to be strong, i wish to be cheerful...
No one knows how i feel, because they are not me...

That night i met him....

This hour 3am something, Saturday and I'm still awake!
It reminds me of 2007, a memorable day!

One day in 2007, i awake by a phone call from my housemates.
A call that asked me to unlock the sliding door for them...
That night, they went clubbing
And i have to get up to unlock the door for them at 3am something.
I was awake and it cause me another sleepless night.

I online...
I sign in MSN..
Someone drag me into his group conversation
He is one of my online Malacca friend.
I don't know anyone of them in the group conversation except him.
I chat with his friends...from Selangor...from Seremban...from Melaka...
And i added his friend in my MSN contact list.

It was just a simply click...
It was just a simply get to know more friends...
And after that night,
I chat with his friend almost everyday...every night..

I get to know him personally
I get to know that he is working near to my place
I get to know that his name is same as my Malacca friend who dragged me in the group conversation
I get to know that he is single! Weewee...:)
I get to see him for the first time through web cam

He gave me his number,
he said maybe we can have some drink one day.
I guess the purpose is for networking.

And he is the first person that i will look up when i sign in MSN
I guess i felt in love with him.
He got my numbers,
He didn't asked me for drink,
But he did ask me to Frazer Hill.
I rejected him because i afraid
I met him at night after he came back from there.
We went to Coffee Bean at SS2.

That was the first time i saw him in real life
That was the first time i went out with my online friend alone
That was the first time i went out with a stranger in Selangor
That was the first time i met a guy that make me felt nervous and speechless...
That night is the first time i enter his car,
And the first thing pop up in my mind is "WOW"!
And that is the first time i have a cup of coffee ice blended at coffee bean.

I though that was our first and our last drink
I though he will never contact me again
I though i will never see him again
I though it was just a dream...
But, i was wrong!
I get to see him again
I get to watched movie with him for the first time
I get to hold his hand...
Again, i though it was just a dream
But it's REAL!

If that night i didn't unlock the sliding door for my housemates,
If that night i being selfish,
If that night I'm in Malacca,
If that night i sleep like a baby,
If that night i didn't sign in to MSN...

I guess i won't be able to met someone so special just like him....