Sometimes life can be very simple like ABC, hmm... i can't think of any nice word to describe how simple it can be. But for those who have been gone through the simple happiness , they might know what i mean.
We're getting old and each of us are pursuing own dream, we're no longer kid, we're no longer standing at the same place...We've to move on, searching what we want in our life. And we may hardly see each other, and the moment we can get together is so much precious!
I enjoyed every morning papa ride me to work, yeah i knew that I'm big gal already and shouldn't trouble anyone but what to do i still can't afford to get my own car. But i believe i will get it very soon, pray hard hard!! I enjoyed the wind that blow to my face, i enjoyed seeing people busy with the daily routine, i enjoyed my mind flying to no where...and i appreciated so much that papa woke up every day earlier than me to get ready to send me to work, and mama also woke up very early just to prepare breakfast and sometimes even lunch for me. Hmm, that is the best thing staying at home because there will be someone who will prepare everything for me, and i admit that I'M PAMPERED!!!! Yah, i do!!! And i'm enjoyed being pampered by my parents ♥ Not to forget my fatty also scarified for me, pity him have to woke up early just to fetch me go to work whenever he came to visit me at here ♥ u too sayang! This came across my mind when i on the bike, when i was young i put my legs inside the motorcycle basket, then now when i grew up i sit behind of papa. Hmm, my main point is until now i still need papa to fetch me to everywhere, so pathetic!!
Sometimes, i just wish that i can split myself into many pieces. I wish to accompany everyone that i love, i wish to do so many things at the same time...but, I'm not allow to do so :( I feel very unfair sometimes to those that i love because I'm unable to be with them especially when i knew that they need me the most and i need them the most. Life is always forced us to make choice and decision, and seriously i hate to choose and decide!!! Because i just can't make up my mind, yah...I'm LOSER!!!
April going to end soon, and I'm not sure that this month is a happy or a sad month for me. Both also are included i guess, so i prefer to say it APRIL IS A HAPPY MONTH!!! Sound better, sound positive huh...Surface only :) My real feelings, no one knows :) I guess i will have a new start soon, i guess everything will be fine soon, and i hope so!
Will update what i have done in this April, and the places that I've been visited. But advanced i already posted everything in my Facebook, but i still want to post it in my blog :)
Is time to sleep, good night! ♥♥♥
